I think i shall be moving domains soon. Maybe I will, but my new idea is just on the runways about to take off. But just in case, if I do not update here anymore, you'll know where my new thoughts can be found:
here
You'll understand why diaryland, why the url, why everything soon. It's just a zany idea. Until then,
goodbye.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
In my opinion, sweet, charming, romantic guys are the most dangerous kind of guys in the world. More dangerous than abusive, violent and drug-addicted guys. Because with those abusive guys, you know that they are dangerous. Your guard is always up when you're with them. With those sweet guys, you're swept off your feet. Even worse, you may let them into your heart unknowingly, without awareness that they can poison your heart within a split second. They form cracks in your armour, charm you till your guard is down, and then, bam, you're dead.That's why sweet guys are the most dangerous. Because they will hurt you one way or another, sooner or later. But don't get me wrong, i'm not saying that abusive guys are not dangerous either.
Watched saving private ryan today. Finally, after waiting for... 1 year? sure felt like a long long time. I'm so surprised I still could remember the plot. But then again, maybe I shouldn't be surprised. Sigh. Captain Miller. It's so sad knowing their fates when I "met" them. It's like, knowing they're going to die, but still hoping that they won't [which of course, they did]. Ryan's a nice name. But the book is still better than the movie. It was 3 long hours! My head still hurts.
Watched elektra too. They didn't mention matt murdock [daredevil]. How dare she. She's a super human. Hmmm. If only I could be like her. I mean, I wouldn't want to kill people for a living, but what she does is still... cool.
I want to watch hoodwinked. It's so bloody looong.
Took an evening swim. More like an evening soak, when cera suddenly wanted to play bridge. Yay. Won one and lost one game. Oh well. I need to brush up my bridge skills. What can I say? I'm not smart.
Eragon's coming out the same day as posting results. Nervous. But I guess I'll keep my nervousness for later.
Right. Got to go now. Nothing else more that is not private in my private life.
Christmas resolution:
1) Get immunised to guys in suits, sunglasses, uniforms, and especially all of the above.
2) Maybe I should just work on number 1 first, before I get another resolution.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Hmm. I hope that tjc would accept me for the first three months and the next 2 years. I shall work my very best on trying to get there. I shall prove to my cousins that girls are NOT inferior to males. I know, you must be thinking, what century is this, right? but believe me, my not-so-immediate family still has that conventional and traditional thinking, that boys are always better than girls. How nice it would be to prove to them that for once, i [a girl] can do as well as [if not better] than their "smartest" boy. hmm. I hope my cousins never find my blog. haha. I wonder what would their reaction be when I tell them I'm in tj? *imagines jaw-drop, goldfish reactions* oh well. Let's just hope it'll become reality. Then for once i won't have to feel like i'm a lab rat, constantly under surveillance and on a tight leash.it's kick-ass time. [a.k.a. study time]
Thursday, September 21, 2006
hmm. so bored. awaiting prelims to be over. just surfing the net for fun. will there be moderation? hope so. What will life be like for me in the next few years? Who knows? Right. Pau asked me to update. so i'm updating. so now i shall leave. haha. this is a stupid post. ignore this.
haven't done something stupid in a long time.
ciao,
1907.
Monday, September 18, 2006
I don't know what to say. Everytime i decide to post an entry, i just end up deleting it. I'm feeling rather... empty. Like I'm seeing things through someone else's eyes, reading someone else's mind, moving someone else's fingers over the board...I hope this time this post will be successful. Prelims are halfway over. I just dread taking back my results.
What's the purpose of life? Is reality what we know it as? Just for your info, people hear our voices differently from how we hear ourselves. Because we don't just hear our voices in the air, we use some sort of internal hearing from the fluids in our ears. And since sound waves travel faster through liquids relative to air, it sort of get different.
You know. Everytime I tell someone some amazing random fact, I usually get the same kind of responses. People looking at me as if i'm a freak. But what had i been expecting? Which just made me realise... some people want to attain ultimate knowledge. And I guess that's quite a wonderful goal to be working towards. But what's the use of knowing every secret in the universe without anyone to share it with? what's the fun of it? There's no more mystery to solve. and no more mystery means no more fun trying to solve it. And if there's no more fun... what's the use of living, then, assuming the ancient greeks were right in claiming that our purpose in life is to enjoy it?
Friday, September 01, 2006
oh man! today was such a wonderful wonderful wonderful perfect day. *gives a dreamy sigh*
the library is such a wonderful place. whee. okay. that's my clue for filza and pau. oh man. so excited to tell them. but scared of their judgement. but i can't wait!
sometimes i think i'll just explode in excitement.
thank you for this lovely day, whoever you are! you just brought out the sun in my cloudy day!
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
I soared above the songbirds
And never heard them sing
I lived my life in winter
And then you brought the spring